Thursday, October 25, 2012

Mad or Glad


            Finding happiness in everyday life is something the whole world aspires to do.  In order to find happiness though, they need to focus on a career that makes them happy, and not something with a tangible reward.  Robert Frost describes what can happen if people choose a career that does not satisfy them in his poem, “After Apple-Picking.”  Frost portrays his feelings of despair as he realizes that he chose a monetary value over his own happiness by using literary elements such as personification and imagery.
            The speaker’s life is full of regret at his decision to pick apples for a living because of the physical benefits.  Because of the choice the speaker made he is haunted by the very thing he thought he desired night after night.  Frost states, “The woodchuck could say whether it’s like his/Long sleep, as I describe its coming on/Or just some human sleep.”  This gives us the image of having a nightmare that you cannot wake up from.  A dream that haunts you even after you wake and makes life a difficult task in of itself.  In order to fully understand Frost’s message, the reader must imagine sleeping for months with the same terrible dream of something that they used to love, but has become so redundant in their life that then can no longer stand the sight of it.  This is the message that Frost achieves through the use of personification.  Although this is a great message, it would not be as well understood without Frost’s use of imagery.
            “After Apple-Picking” uses many forms of imagery to convey the overall message to do what makes you happy.  Imagery is the use of descriptive language in a literary work.  Frost uses this figurative language throughout his poem to give it a sense of familiarity.  A great example would be when Frost says, “I cannot rub the strangeness from my sight/I got from looking through a pane of glass.”  This describes the trouble that individuals might have seeing their mistakes until it is already too late.  When the speaker is looking through “the pane of glass,” he cannot process his thoughts clearly and believes the world is different than what is actually there.  Once the glass melts, reality sets in and he realizes the mistake he made when he took this job.  This applies to real life because every human being in this world makes mistakes, and most times, they do not realize they have made them until it is too late to fix them.  Frost uses imagery to further the dramatization of his message.
            The feelings of sadness and hopelessness are evident throughout Frost’s poem and are further dramatized by his use of literary elements.  It is important to understand the message that Frost conveys because doing what makes a person happy is the most important thing in one’s life.  A person cannot be truly happy making a ton of money at a job that they hate.  To make myself happy, I will become a microbiological researcher because I can make a difference in the world by curing terrible diseases that affect everyday people.  The world needs more people interested in finding the causes of life threatening diseases and I would love to take on that challenge.  Money is a very important aspect of everyday life, but it should never rule a person’s life.
            

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Changing Events


                 
              If I could change one thing that has happened to me in the past, it would be from back when I went to Amherst.  When I was in school there, people treated me like I was worthless.  They were rude, insensitive, and even smug about the way they treated me.  I was bullied constantly throughout middle school; in the hallways, classrooms, and even outside the school on the way home.   Those people would call me faggot, useless, and tell me that I would never be successful in life.  They said I would never find love because I was a freak.  I started to believe it after a while, the same way you learn to ride a bike.  If it you do it enough, you do not have to think about it anymore.  It just comes naturally.  This brings me to the way I acted towards them.  I was super nice; thinking that if I showed them I was a good person, maybe they would like me better, that maybe I would actually have some friends.  If I could change one thing, I would change the way I acted.  I would not sit around and let them torment me.  It is my own fault that it happened. I could have stood up for myself, but I did not.  So, I would have told them that they needed to stop and that what they were saying was not only rude, but wrong.  I learned that I need to stand up for myself because nobody else will.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Free Time


                 In my spare time, one of the things that I like to do the most is read.  People who know me have seen me with my kindle or some weird AIDS book.  I read every night before I go to sleep and pretty much any time I have spare time.  Which is better for you?  To sit and watch some dumb movie about a bunch of people getting shot up, or to learn some cool facts, I would hope the choice would be obvious.  I do not know why I read what I read, but I love to read nonfiction books and I especially love reading about infectious diseases.  I cannot help what interests me, but I can just go with the flow.  The best way to learn something is to read it because books are not going anywhere.  No matter what happens, the books will always be around as a reference source to reread something.  I think literacy is very important and reading is something I love to do.  Guess I am just a big nerd.  #nerdswag

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Music


The Killers - Human


                    Music is something we all experience in life, whether in the care on the way to the movies or while actually watching the movie.  I love music as most people do and it helps me to concentrate when I need to work something out.  My favorite genre is alternative or punk rock.  Inside of this genre are many groups that we all know such as "Green Day", "U2", and even "Coldplay", but my favorite group is "The Killers".  I enjoy their music because the lyrics they tend to use convey a direct message while also making you think.  I do not like music where they just sing about loving a girl or some terrible break up, but the music that has a hidden meaning.  One of their most famous songs would be Mr. Brightside, but in my opinion, it is not their best work.  My personal favorite is Human because of the lyric, "Are we human, or are we dancers."  I believe that this lyric is asking if we are making mistakes as all humans do or are we trying our hardest to be perfect and to excel in everything.  The being said, it is the perfect kind of music for me and I do not plan on changing my mind anytime soon.

The Killers 2012